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Feeling Fishy

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I am overwhelmingly filled with gratitude in this moment. I am so fortunate to be surrounded by the most amazing community of friends. As I pondered this, the image of a school of fish popped into my mind (sea life has been a theme for me today). ¬†I think it’s pretty phenomenal to see them swimming in a huge group–stronger as a whole than an individual. From afar, you see them all swimming together, same speed, same direction, same size, same path. If you look more closely, you’ll see that it isn’t as uniform as it appears. The fish are all slightly different of course, but every now and then, one (or a few) will shift direction and swim another way. One of two things happens, either they all shift and swim with it, or it swims a bit and comes back to the group. It occurred to me that we are very much like this group of fish. We swim together, support each other, make one another feel bigger, braver, stronger…and then, when one of us wants to branch off and swim a little bit on her own, we either follow in the wake gathering strength and courage as we go, or we let her know that we’re right here and that she can come back and join us when she’s ready. What a beautiful thing. Friendship. Fish. ūüôā

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Health, Spirituality

Clearing and Setting the Energy Tone of Your Home

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“Smudging”, or burning dried sage, is a practice that has been around for thousands of years. The intent behind burning the sage is to remove negative energy from a person or from a space. It really is as simple as that. I have been doing this for many years, and still, I tend to shy away from sharing that with the general public for fear of judgement.

The truth is, many people that I have encountered that are not familiar or open to energy work, still can relate to notion of feeling energy. Let me explain. Thoughts, emotions, and words all carry energy. The energy can be neutral, it can be positive, or it can be negative (or anywhere in between). If you were to walk into a room where someone is telling a funny story and everyone is laughing and having a good time, your energy shifts to blend with the general energy in the room. You too might find yourself smiling or laughing even if you haven’t heard the whole story. Likewise, if you happen to walk into a room where two people have been arguing, or maybe they haven’t argued in that room, but there is a tension between them, you can often sense that without anyone saying a word. Chances are, you would like to remove yourself from that room as quickly as possible. It just feels “uncomfortable”. These instances are perfect examples of feeling energy. You do not have to practice energy work, yoga, or even meditate to have an acute awareness of the energy around you.

The good news is that burning sage is just one way of clearing or shifting the energy in a room. There are other, less ritualistic, less “herb smelling”, and more widely accepted ways to shift energy. Palo Santo wood¬†can also be burned with the same intent of clearing out negative energy and replacing it with positive, loving energy. It smells wonderful and can be found in many of the same shops where you can buy sage bundles. Burning¬†incense can also help shift the energy of a room. There are a lot of different kinds of incense out there. I tend to shy away from the kinds that smell like a college dorm (you know what I mean) and I lean toward the higher quality incense such as those made by Shoyeido. My favorites are “cherry blossoms” and “eternal treasures”. They are mild and have a way of almost immediately raising my own energy. Not wanting to burn anything? You can also shift the energy of a space by playing music! When the children that I used to babysit¬†(nearly 20 years ago) would begin arguing, I would often pop in a John Denver cd and we would quickly find ourselves dancing around the room to Rocky Mountain High or Thank God I’m a Country Boy. Of course, you don’t have to listen to John Denver, but you can quickly sense the energy of a song by tuning in to how a song makes you feel when you hear it. If the song makes you sad, or brings back difficult memories, choose a different song ūüôā

While these techniques can shift energy quite effectively, I truly believe that maintaining the energy in your space by regularly using these tools is preferable. It is harder to shift from negative to positive than it is to maintain a neutral or positive energy level throughout your space.

The above techniques are just a few of the ways that I personally maintain or shift the energy in my own space. Of course, I still refer back to burning sage or using sage spray when I am aware of negative energy in a space, but these other techniques are key in setting the daily energetic tone of my home. I would love to hear other ideas. What do you do in your own home? What do you do to clear out negative energy?

With gratitude,

Maria

Spirituality

“Happy Little Accidents”

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‚ÄúThere are no mistakes, only happy accidents.‚ÄĚ
‚Äē Bob Ross

This morning, after drinking about 1/4 of my cup of coffee, I¬†realized that it was time to take the kids to school. I poured my coffee into a travel mug and was attempting to put on the lid, when I noticed that it wasn’t going on because the rubber stopper in the lid had come out of place. Worse yet, in my attempts to put on the lid, little black pieces of the stopper had fallen into my coffee. Bummer. I dumped it down the drain, figured that I wasn’t meant to have coffee this morning, and took the kids to school.
When I got home, I decided to boil some water to make some tea instead. The plan was to have a cup of tea and meditate, but I got side-tracked (surprise, surprise!), and began to crochet instead. I heard the tea-pot whistle, got up to go pour it into my cup and that’s when I saw it. On the little paper connected to the tea bag was the word “Connect!”. As you can imagine, I had to laugh at myself for that one. I put down my crochet and sat in my chair. Happy little accident indeed. Had my coffee not gotten messed up this morning, I probably wouldn’t have made tea which means that I would have wasted my morning crocheting instead of meditating (not that crochet is a waste, but you get the picture).
So what it comes down to is this: maybe Bob Ross was onto something. Maybe there are truly no mistakes, just happy accidents. And here we are again circling back to a recurring theme in my life. Perspective and Choice. I could have gotten mad about the coffee. It could have “ruined” my morning. Instead, that little mishap ended up making my morning better. So today, I thank God for ruined coffee ūüôā

Health, Spirituality

The Task Tornado

It’s a scary image in and of itself, but imagine this happening within you. I call it (as of this morning) the “task tornado”. We’ve all felt it. We have “a million things” that we have to¬†do and the more we think about it, the bigger the list feels, the tighter our chest gets, and the more overwhelmed we get until…du du du…our list has gone from storm warning to full on tornado! Uhg. How did that happen?

I was given an image this morning as I was talking to a friend. I saw 4 or 5 little dots, aka tasks, spotted around her. Then I was shown how frustration, anger, impatience,¬†feed into and grow these “dots” until they start spinning out of control and become this whirlwind that feels larger than life. It happens to all of us. I currently have a full-page¬†list of “to-do’s” for my day ranging from calling doctors to set up appointments to a whole sublist under the “get ready for my daughter’s birthday party” task. Sadly write blog post was not even on my list! So how do we get out from under the rubble after the tornado has hit?

First, close your eyes and take a couple of deep breaths. Ahhh, better already. Then, begin to pull those tasks apart. Organize them by what must¬†be done today to what can be done this week. I think that it’s very important to recognize the role that impatience plays in all of this. What is impatience really? For me, it’s when I have a timeline that I have placed on those around me. I get frustrated and angry when they don’t finish their task on my schedule. The unfortunate part is twofold: 1- either I have failed to tell them about my timeline OR have failed to tell them about the task (no, thinking it in your head doesn’t count); and 2-sometimes the tornado itself has created the timeline. In other words, sometimes the urgency that you feel in completing the task was actually created in the chaos and not necessarily as urgent as it may have felt. Does that make sense?

Awareness of your tornado is the first step to slowing it down to a manageable level. That being said, I am putting “close eyes and breathe” at the top and adding “write blog post” to my list so that I can cross off 2 tasks already for today ūüôā There’s nothing like seeing a check on my list to give me momentum!

Have a wonderful Monday everyone! Here’s to keeping the tornado warnings to a minimum this week.

Health, Spirituality

Ask and You Shall Receive…

Okay, so that’s just funny. I just typed the title of this post into Google Images, and this was one of the pictures that came up ūüôā Not quite where I was about to go with this¬†post, but okay. Pretty funny.

Now that I’ve got your attention, time to get down to what I really wanted to post about. The stomach bug (sorry Bradley Cooper). That thing has been going through our schools and unfortunately, over the last week, through our children with a vengeance. Today, my friend/neighbor/carpool buddy¬†called to tell me that¬†one of her sons woke up this morning looking grey and saying that his stomach was hurting. Uh-oh.¬†Naturally, I offered to give him an energy treatment to see if we could keep this thing from really sinking in over in¬† her house. Two kids at our house was bad enough, I can only imagine the war zone it would be if¬†it took hold of her four…I would have to crochet some Lysol holsters for her to strap on…but I digress.

So as I was giving her son energy, I noticed that he was very depleted. I would fill, check and see that he was getting better, but still depleted. I started thinking about how¬†when we are depleted, we are more susceptible to picking up all the¬†yuckies¬†that are floating around us and hanging out on doorknobs, etc and started wondering. Yes, I have this knowledge and yes, I have the ability to keep us all “filled”, but do I really have the time to devote to giving my entire family (and my friends and their families) energy treatments every morning? The answer is no. I really don’t. I would love to, but I can’t.¬†So how do we protect our families from unnecessary illnesses? It was at that point that I asked God to fill all of his energy points. No sooner were the “thought words” out, than I heard, “okay, done.” Really?!?! Ahh, yes. Really. Ask and you shall receive, right? And quickly. I checked him again, and sure enough. Completely full and in balance. Just. Like. That.

I called my friend about¬†15 minutes later¬†to tell her about what had happened and she said that her son had– the moment before the phone rang–just come down and said he was hungry. Amazing.

I think that sometimes we forget. We forget that we are not in this thing all alone. We forget that it’s not actually all in our control, and thank goodness, not all in our hands. That would be a lot to hold!

So instead of taking a few hours every morning to do energy work on all my family and friends, how about asking for God to take care of them? Keep them healthy and safe and know and trust that it is not such a huge task when I just ask.

Health, Spirituality

Healing with Flowers?

Healing with Flowers?

Disease is solely and purely corrective; it is neither vindictive nor cruel, but it is the means adopted by our own souls to point out to us our faults, to prevent our making greater errors, to hinder us from doing more harm, and to bring us back to the path of Truth and Light from which we should never have strayed.

-Edward Back in his Collected Writings

Recently I have begun to dive into the world of Bach Flower Remedies with a passion. If I could buy all 38 of them and try them out on my own at different times (or with volunteers), I would. Wait, I suppose I could do that but don’t currently have the extra money falling out of my pockets…some day.

Anyway, after reading Vinton McCabe’s The Healing Bouquet: Exploring Bach Flower Remedies, I identified a few remedies that I myself might benefit from taking. Here’s the thing about healing your life (whether from disease or old thought patterns, whatever), it can be really hard! I will be the first to admit that it’s ridiculously difficult to look at yourself and focus on your shortcomings or character “flaws”, but over the last several years I have also become very aware that if you want to move forward with health and joy, this is exactly¬†what you need to do! Uhg¬†to exploring and dissecting yourself. So much easier to do with others ūüėČ

So there’s a part in this book–I will paraphrase as I have no idea where to find it off the top of my head–where it talks about how difficult it can be to see these negative characteristics in ourselves. He says that our answers often lie in our biggest pet peeves. Nooooooo!!!! Yes. So what drives me crazy? When people that¬†I love don’t see themselves for the amazing, beautiful, capable¬†beings¬†that they are. When they lack self-confidence¬†in everyday¬†life and especially regarding things that I (and probably everyone else around them) can see that they are amazing at doing. It really bothers me. Hmmmm.

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Sooooo…that being said, I started taking Larch (pictured above–follow the link to see other beautiful photos of flowers and pottery creations). Dr. Bach says that this remedy is “for those who do not consider themselves as good or capable as those around them, who expect failure, who feel that they will never be a success, and so do not venture or make a strong enough attempt to succeed.”

Eek. Could that be me? Yes. Sadly, it could. I will spare you the uneventful, very simple reason that I have had self-confidence issues all my life and just admit it. This is true. This is me. This book helped me realize it and about the same time that I was reading this book, I was looking online one day and found some really great energy workers who were offering meditation classes, etc. As I looked at the bio page, I saw that they had been doing this for 3 years. 3 years! And already they started a website offering energy and meditation workshops, etc. And it hit me. I have been doing energy and meditating for nearly 13 years and have been off medicines for my RA and have had no problems with it since…never once did it occur to me that I was capable or qualified to teach. Crazy right?!

I started taking the Larch about 2 weeks ago. Since then, I have offered and hosted/taught my first beginning meditation class out of my house. It was only a handful of people that I feel comfortable with, but it went really well! Surprisingly well I would say. And the best part about it is that they asked for more. So we are continuing this class every other week and I look forward to watching as each of my friends begins to find more peace in their everyday lives. More quiet to reflect. And hopefully the calm to begin to hear that inner voice, that whisper, that we so often miss.

Healing with flowers Dr. Bach? I’m starting to think he might have been onto something…

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Pushing the Pull Door

Over the past month, I have taken a brief hiatus from writing my blog. I have been concentrating on my other job(s) and have been continuing to do distance energy sessions.

While working with several people, there is one message that continues to come up. Changing your life, healing your life, is absolutely doable but it¬†takes work.¬†12 years ago as I was beginning my journey toward healing, I often complained that this journey was “really hard!” At the time, my friend would look at me and tell me that it’s¬†not hard…you just have to make up your mind and do it. Easy. I would then beat myself up for making the process so unnecessarily difficult.

Here’s what I have since realized. It was hard. At the time, I had spent the majority of my life (20+ years) living with arthritis. There is so much mentally and emotionally weaved into having a chronic disease. Add to this the fact that, as I was diagnosed when I was 3, this was all I had ever known! It had become a part of my identity. So yes, it was hard. It was hard to unravel this strand from within the bundle that had become “me”.¬† It wasn’t that I didn’t know that I was on the path to healing this part of me, but that I had to constantly remind myself. I had to dig deep into the why of my pains, etc. and work through them both physically and emotionally each time I felt them…and in the beginning, I won’t lie, that was a lot. But eventually, it became easier. I realized that my spirit was trying to get me to notice things (thoughts or “misthoughts”) by sending me messages. Pains, stiffness, or swelling were ways to get my attention. The beauty of it was that once I got the “message” and made a shift in my thoughts or actions, the pain would go away.

This is where the hard work was. It is not enough to hear the message and to get it, intellectually. The only way to change your life is by starting to do or think things differently. I was watching “New Girl” last night (love this show!) and I was laughing at a part where the one “grumpy old man” kind of roommate, Nick,¬†was trying push open a door that said “PULL” on it. He was getting angrier and angrier, but refused to PULL the door! It was extremely humorous to watch, but how many of you have experienced this in your life? Not necessarily with a door (hopefully), but with something that wasn’t going well for you? My good friend and mentor, Teri, used to say “how’s that working for you?” I heard that a lot, but eventually, I was able to recognize when something that I was doing was not producing the result that I desired. The shift comes in recognizing this and not beating yourself up for spending 3 months pushing on a door that said pull, but in trying something different.¬†Changing your action. Changing your thought. If it’s still not bringing about the desired outcome, change again.

So yes, it’s work. Sometimes you have to retrain your brain and that takes time. The beauty of it is that it’s doable AND it gets easier. I promise.